Personality transplant

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

So I had a conversation with X today. On le Facebook. I know, the classiest of things; but I tried the whole in person thing, and I guess that apology wasn't really understood as an apology on his part, so I had to make him, you know, see that I was sorry? More for my own sake than anything else. Yes, selfish apology. What of it? Anyway, I realized as I was talking to him, that if I had just struck up a blind conversation with him, not knowing it was him, I wouldn't have recognized his personality and way of talking at all. Of course, it's probably because our relationship is... well it's non-existent... but I do wonder if his personality has changed in the last 5 months. Then you've got to wonder whether this was his personality all along, but he was just changing while he was with me. It's still a really really strange thing to think about him... I mean, I've accepted that we aren't together; I don't like him one bit anymore [but I don't hate him!]; yet I still get funny feelings when I think about the fact that I don't talk to him anymore. Oh well. Life is life and life is life... I was going for something like... a tree is a tree is a tree... I think I failed. I think you get the idea though.